
Everyone tells you how your life will change once you have children. They are right. Miss Sophia was born on February 20, 2006 after a long two months of bedrest. She weighed 6 pounds 9 ounces and was 19" long. I was fortunate enough to have 8 weeks off for maternity leave to enjoy my new baby. Thinking back now, I am not sure exactly how I got through those first couple of months. I just remember being so very tired. Sophia slept most of the time but it seemed as though everytime I would lay down to rest she would wake up hungry. I was so nervous because I didn't feel like I knew what I was doing. It took nearly three weeks for me to feel comfortable enough to take her for a car ride. As she got a little older and a few pounds heavier things began to get easier. I would load her into her front carrier and we would walk for miles. Most of the time she would sleep, but sometimes we would stop and look at flowers or I would tell her stories about her crazy family she was born into. I knew she didn't understand what I was saying but just in case she did I would keep talking. It was the hardest thing I ever did going back to work. I knew that Josh would take good care of her but I am selfish and I wanted to be around her all of the time. I took a dozen pictures into work and put them up by my desk. Then, and even now, I find myself just staring at them and wishing I could go home and give her big hugs and kisses. Sophia is six months old now and time has flown by. We have had our first vacation together as a family, we have gone to the zoo, and we have started her with a babysitter. I never thought my life would have changed so dramatically. Now, I wake up every morning to rasberry blowing and a dirty diaper. My house is cluttered with baby einstein toys. My dog cleans up spilled cereal from the floor. And my husband and I have conversations about Sophia's poopy. However, I love all of the changes. My baby has brought a tremendous amount of joy to our lives. I love walking around the crib in the morning and seeing a smiley baby. I love seeing a naked baby butt right before bath time. I love how Sophia opens her mouth for cereal before I even have the spoon ready. I love how her face turns bright red when she is doing number two. I love how proud my husband is when he carries her around the mall. I love every change that has happened. Until next time............